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Dear Jonathan,
It's been three weeks and I still don't know what to say. Perhaps the
right
words don't exist. Nothing sounds right, feels right. I guess I always
thought you'd be here. In my own selfish way, I thought you were
immortal.
Eternal. That smile that would last forever. That the laws of nature
would
never apply to you.
I'm experiencing pain that I didn't think was possible and I realise
now you
meant more to us than we ever knew. Nothing seems very clear at the
moment
but I can feel this gaping loss and a struggle to understand.
I'm angered to how this has been handled. Seems such a quiet exit when
you
were once in every girls dreams. Funny how so many people have come out
of
the woodwork, how many of them were just like me..... waiting, quietly
for a
new sighting of you or some new news. How many, like me, did catch a
glimpse
of something in your eyes, something that hinted at what was to
come......
I'm still unsure of how this happened. But one thing is certain, we all
love
and miss you.
We'll always remember you. XXX
Written by Rach
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