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"Tonight"
Tonight Im without you
But I don't know why
Tonight I question
Just why you had to die
Tonight I wonder,
What made you go
What secrets did your heart hold?
That this world will never know
Tonight I'm thinking
Just how am I to get by
When everything that made me happy
Can do no more than make me cry
Tonight I'm crying
Wishing you were here
Nothing could make me smile
As much as having you near
Tonight I'm wondering
How much pain you were in
To make you do this,
To complete this mortal sin
Tonight I want answers
Ones I'll never have
I want some sort of clarity
I want this all so bad
Tonight I want you to smile
And just for tonight to be okay
I want to see you go to sleep
And greet a rising new day
Tonight I want you to know
That without you life is not the same
I want you to understand your impact
On people, was not just from the fame
Tonight I wish you knew
Why we all loved you so
Tonight I wish you knew
How hard it is to let go
Tonight I want you to be happy
However this may be
So I want you to rest in peace
Forever throughout all eternity.
--Kate Krueger
Sorrow weeps
As sadness sighs
While anger shouts out
What pride denies
The last rays of light
Fade from hopes eyes
Remorse then engulfs them
In monstrous tides
Then each, in turn
Bid reluctant good byes
Reality, finally they face
And even the strongest ones cry
They remember their friend
As they depart graveside
Silently cursing the day
When their companion, Love,
Died
Shanda Denke
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FEELING
you were a light in the dark
a magic star in my heart
with a smile that could
keep the northern lights busy
you were the ultimate dream
so much to so many
adored universally
I want to keep it alive, I want to keep this feeling alive
keep it real inside I won't let your spirit die
the reaper came before you could find
the trick to survive
those that were left behind
are wondering why
the truth has yet to come
dont believe the lies just keep it alive
keep this feeling alive
family left behind
care like no one could
keep you alive now
we got to find the secret
to survive
NOW this last one, i have a story for it. Its up to you what you do
with it, ok? It was sept 26th I wrote it. A dream I had the night
before, which now seems VERY prophetic and freaky. (I dreamed i met
jonathan on a street corner and then i got on a bus to go to hell and
the devil told me to say goodbye to him).
Written by Rach
2.45, Where Are You
2.45 what have you done
you gave your soul to a nylon rope
this november 12 the world just got black
in the hallway to the medical room
what did you do
2.45 where are you
girls in a frenzy did you think
just like that you could end it all
you never said did you mean it
did you really mean it over
and over again november 12
I say... you didn't mean it.......
if this is all a part of His big plan
then maybe I'll find my own rope
and my own hallway
yes I thought you were a God what went wrong 2.45
did you mean it did you really mean this
I ask this empty room
where are you
fate fell into the wrong hands
too many clowns in one big circus
too many tigers got loose
the saviour came too late
in the hallway and the medical room
is that what you meant to do
girls in a frenzy 2.45
2.45 where are you
Written by Rach
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JONATHAN
Man on the street corner I call
Jonathan
time to stop
it's cold and I have no shoes
My jacket is still on the bus
tuck those hands back in your pockets
while I go inside for a while
doubts crawl
over exposed skin
the air attacks like frantic mice
push them down and go back outside
leave Jonathan behind
Finding on the street corner a vehicle
follow the breadcrumbs up the staircase of fire
maybe I'll find some shoes here not on the corner
of the road where the men go in the snow
Run right to the back seat where Lucifer sits
in his red dress
he shakes my hand, gives me some tips for the snow
but I escape into flames
big mistake
where I'm going
I don't want to go
blood
and knives
and Charlie's disciples
with dirty halos
no waiting now
no going back
Lucifer said don't forget your time here is
forever
make sure you wave
to Jonathan
Written by Rach
CRYING AMENS
Seems like you've said goodbye now
the universe just stopped
I can't believe you didn't know what power you had
you painted my walls....
Now you got tears for prayers
the girls up there must be on their knees
tears for prayers.... crying amens for you
and I wonder
were you just running behind your smile
running from girls like me.......
you left the world in a noose
flying
I think maybe you wanted to fly and
I guess you hit the headlines this time
you got all the girls crying
amens
you eloped with the moon
everyone just wanted too much from you
you wont be afraid now you got out of here
can you hear the girls howling for
dolphins caught in nets I think
you were made to do too many tricks too
dolphins were never meant to be captured
and neither were you
so you said goodbye now it seems
flown... with a hundred girls in your hand
you left and never really said why
all the girls are on their knees
crying amens
Praying that now you can finally
rest peacefully
Written By Rach
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